PasopNegra

Africanus. how do we describe the different shades of the motherland...the array of cultures and languages deeply rooted into the land. Ancestor. how do i communicate with my children if they allow greed and curiosity cloud their minds and give up their brothers and sisters without an ounce of remorse or regret. Nigger.  how do we stop our selves from flinching every time a pig whips us or even insults us, laughing at their best work of slavery. Black. how do we explain the word without it having other meanings attached to it. Us. how do i smile at such a word when you house niggers and and white washed whores smiled down at us toiling and festering in the fields under this hot sun. Kaffer. how do you accuse me of being a godless man when you mean we are nothing but dirty animals that needed to validate their humanity. Broer. how do you try and cover up your crimes to us by teaching your children to fear us while we learn to instigate that fear. .... PasopNegra

Oh wait...  I wanna get something off my chest. I want you  I wanna get to know you .  I want pointless fights about pizza and pineapples  late night texts cute pictures of us together.  I want to hold your hand at times just to be sure that you are really here.  I want to be sarcastic together,       to be open and honest with our fears and doubts, with our feelings.  I just don't want to be a lover or a partner.  I want to be a a best friend couple.  I want us to be ourselves around each other without the fear of being judged.  But most of all I wish I had more guts to let you know the rest... But oh wait you never cared for it anyway. I don't need words  All I need is just one look  Just one touch Just one kiss Just a caress A gesture  A hug  To say it all No words Just us You and I  Me and you  We 🌱 PASOP NEGRA