PasopNegra

Breathe my love like it's your first time on earth You are safe now Feel free to be uncomfortable in the sepulcher for it is like home inhale don't be greedy there's a limit you know after all...you only have so much the sound of the sand ringing out like shotguns the thuds getting dimmer and lighter you hear the coons laughing at their triumph your pride trickling out like blood  your tears unshed to self-respecting to stain your face exhale your last breath for your story wont surface the truth buried in an eternity of silence take care, my love like your fiery red hatred they will burn in hell to them, you were nothing but wild game you're out of time your screams as silent as the very mimes you used to be afraid of your voice just another whisper to the howling wind I have to run along now so long my love I wish you farewell _PasopNegra    

W here am I? A ware but not moving N ot remembering how I got here T ortured by laughter O n and on she moaned N o this isn't how i wanted it L aced by my own drug U shered in by her innocence  S uctioned by her sheath T aking the seed with vigor G yrating like i paid for it  E laine such beauty cant be sinful  T ensing to prolong the inevitable  S odomizing herself to reach peaks Y et I have no control O pening my mouth for another pill U shered in by her innocence   K illing her in my mind for such an act I am no man, she took that fact L ust being my downfall L ying in the stench of unwanted play E laine such beauty shouldn't know such foreplay  D istancing myself from the scene moans and groans and all.  B aited Y our trap effective for my predatory perversion that awaited W ishing and praying i will never do it again  O ffered up and slain M artyred that very night E laine... Do you understand my plight N o woman shall touch me anew _PasopNeg...

I know you pretty sick of love songs The songs of how we were together  Our rivals envied us Jealous of our love We showed that off Put it on display  Made sure we got others' approval And it was toxic We thrived off of it like a drug Those toxins seeped out as radiation The energy fucking us up We just needed each other but it was never enough Enough, lets not fight again You immediately go on the offense  This is 'communication' If speaking over me... No... Let me...  Forget it. At least can I walk away with some pride Once & for all but you know once I am gone I'll probably be back I just keep on wishing I could make you stay Your toxin is an endorphin  Making me your number one addict The high that is you is never enough Congratulations, I'm a mess without you  _PasopNegra  

DEAR CRUSH, I can't deal with thinking about you 24/7 365, i mean come on...why are you so perfect in my eyes every time i see you my words get jumbled, i cant think straight, i ant and reveal irrelevant facts just to get you talking and avoiding the awkward moments we share...wait! you don't know me yet, you dont even remember my name sometimes... i stare at you when you are not looking, my friends call me whipped. i say im in love with little heart-shaped emojis in my eyes. i pray every day you look at me the same way i feel about you. i even write poems about you... im at your house looking through your window, yes. undress. let me see your perfect body...shit im sorry i cant help it. you are like a beautifully sculpted being made just for me. please look at me, notice me. who is that? no one can have you like i do... see how that rhymed we are meant to be together forever. i wrote you a poem, read it... it will be just like the Notebook i will send you a letter every day un...

Once again bitches don't understand when a guy did us all a favor and put your ass in the friend-zone... i mean come on don't you see it? don't you see the way he gives you the short hugs, the obvious leaning away when you lean in with your bad breath.B/*CH! Get your mind out gutter chika, he ain't that in to you...since you wanna be so thirsty, you still there hanging on with hope like a fish outta water. i would say i feel sorry but i would be lying. ugh sometimes i wonder what goes through your head when doesn't look at you with the lustrous obsessed gaze (i really mean creepy stare), are you to blind to see that he doesn't love you like you do. its sad watching you. with him. sitting together and he asks your opinion on hot girls he wants to fuck on Facebook and Instagram. your poor degenerate soul fades and your heart gets chipped smaller and smaller every time you are with him, leaving no space for other guys to come and shower you with affe...

Africanus. how do we describe the different shades of the motherland...the array of cultures and languages deeply rooted into the land. Ancestor. how do i communicate with my children if they allow greed and curiosity cloud their minds and give up their brothers and sisters without an ounce of remorse or regret. Nigger.  how do we stop our selves from flinching every time a pig whips us or even insults us, laughing at their best work of slavery. Black. how do we explain the word without it having other meanings attached to it. Us. how do i smile at such a word when you house niggers and and white washed whores smiled down at us toiling and festering in the fields under this hot sun. Kaffer. how do you accuse me of being a godless man when you mean we are nothing but dirty animals that needed to validate their humanity. Broer. how do you try and cover up your crimes to us by teaching your children to fear us while we learn to instigate that fear. .... PasopNegra

Oh wait...  I wanna get something off my chest. I want you  I wanna get to know you .  I want pointless fights about pizza and pineapples  late night texts cute pictures of us together.  I want to hold your hand at times just to be sure that you are really here.  I want to be sarcastic together,       to be open and honest with our fears and doubts, with our feelings.  I just don't want to be a lover or a partner.  I want to be a a best friend couple.  I want us to be ourselves around each other without the fear of being judged.  But most of all I wish I had more guts to let you know the rest... But oh wait you never cared for it anyway. I don't need words  All I need is just one look  Just one touch Just one kiss Just a caress A gesture  A hug  To say it all No words Just us You and I  Me and you  We 🌱 PASOP NEGRA