PasopNegra

Cursed they said Every beat of his bitter heart Felt like it was his last He turned towards the moon A howl so full of anger, sorrow and anguish He knew   He was shown He was warned His time was increasingly short Blood   Blood meant relation Blood meant satiation A simple word of elation But he was past recognition So many options His alpha taught him better submit or die Free will is not part of the deal You weren’t truly leaving free He needed to fight No matter The cursed knew no bounds The cursed found solace Time to ravish the bonny maidens Its time Find no malice in those that are them __PasopNegra__

It’s ok…   I am happy They told me happiness can be found anywhere: Family Friends Money Power Food Is that all there is? What if I have none of that in my grasp How do you sweeten a bitter heart? There are so many questions And each time the answers build up And when one is answered there in the next step Lies another waiting for me I keep feeling these immense amount of hatred And it too builds Builds Like an explosion No No. I’m fine, happy to be here Happy to be of service to ya! After I am used… I will gather my flimsy garbs Take my meager pay And go back to the trusty corner Taking on another woman’s man Satisfying the carnal need Refusing to taint their innocent brides Instead contaminating me Their white fluids might look pure And they fill me up till it spills from my insides I must be grateful to be used Fake smiles I’m happy to be of service _PasopNegra _

Calm down now Relax now Wetin de fear You know see wahala? Dey don’ see you my sista De see your fine breasts De see you shakin’ your yansh But when dey see the yellow sisi They change into men from LAWNDON Hello Miss can I interest you in a coffee? You are quite a beautiful vision, where are you from? Is dat what you want my sista? To only be thought of as a sexual creature That will only fulfil their black punani fantasies What? You no de like the truth you no de like me to tell you That you’re their ultimate goal that they talk about with a spot of tea Calm down my sista…they don’t see you they see the Venus that you are The yansh De breasts The beautiful dark melanin that can taint their milk into chocolate Calm down my sista I only tell you small thing I know it is hard to swallow I know you see them while they don’t see YOU See yourself woman See your life? Calm down now PasopNegra

The smell hit me before she did My only escape is when I hid In my dreams In my prayers wishing to god that I don't ever smell that barley breath It intoxicated her mind Its funny how we are similar just different We both have a different definitions to our word called escape When will we both realize its enough Enough with being in a drunk state of mind Enough with just taking the bullshit excuses every morning after Enough with the lies to the outside world Enough with the marks marring your beautiful dark skin Soon there will be an escape... Hang on Enough will soon come _ PasopNegra

Ftick! Hissssss! Its a kaleidoscopic effect That my thoughts ponder upon themselves. We debate We laugh We talk We lay back I wait I stare We connect like constellations Both opposites but having so much in common But soon it fades away Again? PasopNegra

It was one of the hottest days in my village…    At the break of dawn, and my siblings and I had to wake up and tend to the fields and fetch water from the river. I wasn’t particularly fond of the fields it was hot and humid and I hated the river the most because it was filled to the brim with crocodiles and other dangerous animals of the wild, with the sun beating down on my already scorched back, i sighed out of irritation for the 100th time. But what we were most afraid of were the pale men that look like the cassava powder we pound every day. We were afraid of them because they seemed like ghostly strangers from another world, we called them The People of No Colo r. They always came to our village collecting food and our men, trying to teach us their ways called civilization and The Bible . My father told me it’s nothing that concerns a woman and I didn’t question it out of respect. On this day i felt a sense of foreboding, rumors were spreading like wild...

Wait... wait... wait... I wanna know how long have you been sitting there watching me sleep how long have you been licking your chapped lips watching me with that primal hunger glinting through your eyes like onyx daggers I'm sorry I couldn't help it...you have been on my mind ever since the day you cringed from my touch it was harsh but I needed to have control. I needed to show you I'm a woman in control...how does it feel? Don't fear me, please... I love you too much to let you go but you annoy me sometimes with your constant whimpering and shouts for help I need you to let me go.  Why?! SO YOU CAN WHORE AROUND AGAIN?! SO YOU CAN LEAVE ME EVERY NIGHT FOR THEM!? SO YOU CAN COME BACK AND CLIMB ON TOP OF ME TO MIX IN THEIR ESSENCE WITH MINE?! Let's not fight, I love you too much. I care for you I'm sorry... I never meant to betray you. Please let me go...  Oh no, not this time you shall stay here where you will be within my site. If you lea...